It's Christmas Eve and I feel completely defeated. It's depressing because I've tried and tried this year to get into the holiday spirit but I just couldn't. I listened to Christmas music, tried to think of gifts to give others, made a gingerbread house with my boyfriend, decorated the Christmas tree and it still felt like it was still November. Even last year when I didn't really feel the enthusiasm I usually do, I had emotional spikes where I got incredibly giddy about getting people presents.
I couldn't even begin to think about what to get for my siblings. Even though I hang out with them more than I did last year, I had no idea. I wanted to at least draw something for everyone and I couldn't think of what to draw for anyone. How depressing is that?
I've often entertained the idea of perhaps celebrating Christmas every other year. I know a friend who celebrates Christmas on a random Thursday in December to try to make it a bit more special. Who knows?
Ah well. It's not the end of the world, I guess. Merry Christmas anyways, everyone. ^^;;
EDIT:
Something to entertain you:
I still can't believe how much win this guy is made of. :P
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